ok,
i just realised i had been bad,
not about looking at guys (haha, fatty dun mind rt? hoho)
anyways,
ohhh,
its so bad.
i came home,
found my letter opened and i jus shouted.
oh bad bad.
i noe who did it.
the more i got angry!
becus it always happens!
i jus hate it when ppl open up my letter,
no matter how impt it is.
i jus dun freaking like it.
and i will get super pissed by it.
and its worse when i am back from school and work when i am already fucking tired.
oh,
damn it,
i dun mean to shout.
but sometimes it do get on my NERVES.
y dun any1 understand,
oh damn it.

y no one in my family ever ask mi to stop working and jus study?
y?
nt even mummy,
there were times that i was so freaking tired that i like nag to her,
she will be like jus go and rest kind.
to them its like only right that i study and work.
damn it seriously.