where is the happiness i long for?
exams over,
next module exempted.
holidae till 7 mar.
more time to go out.
more time to do things that i always wanted.
more time for everything.
but i am not happie cus of him.

i dunoo if he ever understands mi,
i wonder if he feels the same as i do.
sometimes i just so tired that i jus wanna stay at home and slack,
but he jus dun understand.
and when i tell him,
it piss him off.
sorrie i am not spendin enough time w you,
sorrie for neglecting you.
sorrie for everything.
maybe you should find someone better.
life would be much busier as time goes by.
more lessons every night in year 3 and sat lessons are from 1-9(just kill mi)
i duno how i'll survive the lifeless life i am living.
yea, maybe i should jus leave for ausie when i am in year 3,
bah..